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Name: David
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Lily Allen's "The Fear" vs "The Fear of the Lord"


Some of you may remember I went on a major string of female vocal music...such as absolutely adoring Cat Power, and after a brief stint with Jazz and Bossa Nova, I've really come to embrace what current music has to offer including loads of Electronic elements, pop being infused into everything, and consequently Noise pop as well.

Lily Allen's album "It's not me it's you" is such a great sugary fix of pop sensibilities, electronic savviness, addictive hooks and of course bitter, bitter, break up music....hahaha....

"The Fear" is a slightly different purely introspective song full of references.  The video is an instant homage to Madonna's Material Girl with Lily Allen taking centerstage surrounded by well dressed men/suitors.  All too appropriately, the song is about materialism with lines such as  "packing plastic" and "weapon of massive consumption." There is a reference to celebrity referencing tabloid mags such as "The Sun" and "The Mirror" and the many stars who have rose to fame because of a "sex tape" (and i'll take my clothes off...and it will be shameless...cause that's how you get famous."

While the message of the song is pretty clear, ridiculing our superficial society today and the confusion a girl (or anybody really) has growing up in such an enviornment....you have to ask yourself what exactly IS "The Fear"?

It's funny because at church that has been a segment on Proverbs....and whenever you talk about Proverbs, you talk about wisdom....and whenever you talk about wisdom, you talk about "The Fear of the Lord."  I wonder do these two clearly different types of fear, have anything in common?

First of all, both are emotionally gripping. Even though pastors don't like to preach it, both are terribly terrifying.  "The Fear" is the same fear that all of experience as we make life decisions.  Whether in middle school, deciding which magnet high school, in high school, what college, in college,  what grad school, in grad school, what job, in working life, the who/when/where/how family question!?!  It's terrifying thinking of wasting time, wasting opportunities, and maybe just simply failing, filled with self regret and loathing.  It's the fear of being laughed at, being unloved, and being forgotten.

How is the Fear of the Lord terrifying?  I think the answer is quite simple.  When you see a God who is a creator of all, the master of nature....the one who can carve canyons...who brings life, who brings death (think Numbers 21 and the brass snake)....the One who makes kings rise and fall and cities fall into ruin....pretty big, scary stuff.

Second, both force you to immediately make a decision.  When faced with "The Fear," you can do either two things, you can keep on pushing yourself harder and ignoring the fear until you've burned out and have the breakdown...(think Mariah Carey, Clive Owens and even Lily Allen herself)....or you just stop and ask "what the f- am I doing?!?!?"

The decision with "The Fear of the Lord" is quite simple too. To obey? or not to obey...To trust? or not to trust...and you think about the numerous books, sermons, worship music, self help seminars, tv shows, movies, documentaries, mission trips, conferences large and small, fellowship, social justice/crusades, meet ups, committees and communion....we use words like "a new creation," "a new jerusalem"....a part of new creative world order.....All of this that grows from....that draws from...and keeps on adding to this: trust and obedience.

What's really different between the two fears...is that "The Fear" is the mid-life crisis, the turning point, the yield sign on a road....whereas "The Fear of the Lord" is an amazing beginning to something great.  In the end, "The Fear" is about realizing the sheer horror of being nothing.....and "The Fear of the Lord" is the equalizing terrorizing but inspiring awe that we are part of something so immensely real and larger than we could ever comprehend.


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

sorry xanga has been neglected

but here are links to recently posted photo albums

more to come:




Tuesday, February 03, 2009

and it's a new year!

okay so I've neglected xanga for a bit
been lazy about the food porn and picture taking in general

but

there will always be good tunes to share

so now to highlight two awesome artists I've recently fallen in love with:

Joanna Wang - "Bada Bada"
...aka the Taiwanese Norah Jones

Original MV here.

Another amazing artist:
Adele - "Right as Rain"
...aka the sober Amy Winehouse


Friday, December 12, 2008

wnyc/npr randomness

I'm not going to lie, WNYC is a pretty awesome station to listen to.

It was funny to hear an interview with Condi Rice asking her about torture, and of course she gave her usual blanket defensive statements....but what was funny was when the reporter asked her about what she feels when Mugabe brings up those issues at the UN...Rice proceeds to just absolutely tear him apart..."once jewel of africa...sham election...sham power sharing....raging disease"...so awesome

today I got to hear them pay tribute to the 100th birthday of Elliott Carter, Jr, a prominent american composer who's contributed much to contemporary music.

one of the cool things they showcased about his music was his creation of metric (temporal) modulation, which in essence is time signature changes while keeping a common pulse.  To cite a contemporary example they started to play a familiar tune: the intro to The National's "Fake Empire" where the intro seems to be in 4/4 (i think 2/4 really...) and then switches to 3/6 seamlessly

The National "Fake Empire"

(in this clip the transition occurs at 1:56)

played right next to:
Elliott Carter "Sonata for Cello and Piano"

I'd also like to point out the new york centricity of the tribute: Carter has lived in Manhattan for most of his life (with the exception of training in europe)) and the National are a Brooklyn based band

we're half awake in a fake empire


Friday, November 21, 2008

sous vide and italian goodness

So I was requested by thranos to post about my duck confit creation.
For those of you who haven't heard me rave about cooking things sous vide, a quick explanation.
Vacuum-sealed foods, temperature controlled bath (sub boiling temperatures), cooking time til pasteurization, sear

Results: tender, intensely flavorful foods that retain a lot of interesting textures not destroyed by higher heat.

Duck confit is a classical way of preserving meats by cooking meat in its own fat.  The fat acts a barrier to bad stuff and preserves food.  Classically used in a dish like cassoulet, they usually cost about 8 bux a leg from D'artagnan.  Now it usually takes a lot of duck fat for each leg (think 8 cups for 6 legs) and at 4 bux per 7oz of duck fat, it ain't cheap

So after purchasing 2 dollar frozen duck legs from the chinese supermarket (L&L on Northern blvd), brine them in salt, sage, garlic and bay leaf....remove, pat dry, season with salt and pepper and 2 tbls duck fat, vacuum seal and get ready to cook! (basically the cost of each leg is about 3 bux of consummables)

First: the temperature controller: Ranco ETC-111-000-000 Prewired  At first when I ordered, they sent me a non-prewired one, quickly emailed them and they sent me the right one and a prepaid postage to mail it back.  Excellent customer service.  You plug your cooking thingy into the controller which has a temperature probe and will turn on and off to keep the temperature you tell it to (heating or cooling)
Recommended temp for duck confit is 176F for 12 hours
thetempcontroller  

My trusty rice cooker at work! What's good about the rice cooker is that it's a pretty fast and even heating thingy, so i don't have to get a circulator (but it would be nice) to guarantee evenness in temperature.  Other sous vide home enthusiasts buy two aquarium bubblers meant for fishies to do the job.
ricecookerinaction

just taking its sweet time in the water, btw i use the cheap reynolds handi-vac system, while not as strong as the slick foodsaver vac, it's much cheaper and i can open and close the bags as i please (e.g. vac sealing and freezing unused coffee beans/ground coffee)

waterbath

So after sous vide-ing the meat comes out tender, but food is always better with a little crust secondary to the trusty Maillard reaction.  The theory is though, if you pan sear you could end up cooking the meat too much and thus ruin the whole point of sous vide.  So you want a heat source that will quickly heat the outside without cooking the inside.

Hence the blowtorch!  Some ppl think propane gives off odors, so butane is preferred.  This torch just screws on to the cans of butane you get at chinese supermarkets for hot pot.
butanegoodness

it's scary how the flame licks around the food, and tachieving even brownness is quite difficult

blowtorchin' aint easy (one hand camera, one hand blow torch....hahahaha)
blowtorchinainteasy

The other great advantage (and one used extensively by restaurants) is that you can ice-shock it and freeze it.  The whole purpose is to rapidly cool the meat to prevent botulism spores from cultivating.  Once frozen or refrigerated below temperature, food is readily available to reheat (in the water bath) and finished in a manner of minutes.  Yes most meals you eat at nice restaurants are prepared this way...woohoo!

one for later!
oneforlater

And on another note

One of the things I've really come to appreciate while being in NYC, are good italian ingredients (btw I still think Boston italian food is better...although that may change when I finally hit up Arthur Ave in the Bronx)

One of the things italians do best is Salumi aka Charcuterie aka preserved meat goodness

One of my favorite discoveries is guanciale! Salt cured fatty pork cheeks used in the classic dish of bucatini amatriciana.  It's a great bacon substitute, and now i will never go back.  When trying it out, it was definitely saltier, but porkier, sweeter, buttery (as Dot described it "it tastes like toast")...and yeah just amazing.
guanciale

and as some of you may know....i love pizza....but i can only make it with certain ingredients: mozzarella di bufala, san marzano DOP sauce, parmiggianno or grana padano, good olive oil, and of course lots of fresh basil)
ingredientsforpizza

and the finished product: guanciale and porcini pizza neapolitan style (buffalo mozz is so creamy and delicate...it's a def must)
guancialeandporcini  

as you know I love Frank pepe's white clam pie, but until they open their location in yonkers, i have to figure out a substitute....so my own rendition with precooked clams, guanciale, prechopped garlic oregano and parm, olive oil
ultimately needed more clam flavor and moisture.....will still need to get pepe's in the future

myattemptatwhiteclampie

and a twist on a classic French salad, salad lyonnaise which is essentially is frisee salad tossed with dijon vinagrette and topped with poached egg and bacon....here's my rendition with guanciale (ok my poaching skills still suck...i think i'll just poach in shell sous vide from now on)
lyonnaise

Another meat that I love that was introduced to me by Danny is Porchetta! Now porchetta is an deboned, herbed, rolled pork roast that is served on the streets, made fresh, sliced to order and made in to sandwiches.  Fairway (as well as other places) has this one in the deli section made from insanely delicious pork from kentucky (some berkshire hybrid pigs) for 24 bux a pound....absolutely amazing....but rather than constantly shell out all that money, i decided to make my own:

just imagine roasting a whole pig like this.......wow

porchetta

yeah i pretty much went to town on all the spices......good stuff....
porchettaupclose

another interesting meat is Speck, which is pretty similar to prosciutto but it has Austrian influences and covered with juniper berries on the outside of the meat making it not only porky/tender/fatty/silky/salty goodness but another edge of spice with pine
speck

Finally when i was at wellesley awhile back, i spotted this moka pot in meagan's room and grew instant appliance envy.  The moka pot is essentially a stovetop percolator that takes a boiling water chamber, shoots it through espresso ground coffee and up a long tube into the collecting chamber.  It creates an espresso strength brew..aka stovetop espresso....not quite like espresso, no 9 bars of pressure, no crema, not fincky with roast/grind quality....a pretty simple cup to brew.....so i ended up trekking to ikea, getting the stainless steel 6 cup and the 2 dollar battery powered milk frother.

Now the original design was by Bialetti, and they also came up with the "Brikka" which apparently adds a pressure valve to the top of the stem, increasing pressure and creating more of a "crema" which still isn't quite the same...but supposedly is nonetheless a more complex and satisfying cup (the 4 cup maker costs 50 bux....this 6 cup costs 20....)....here's my attempt at trying to get crema (the foamy thing that floats on top that espresso lovers enjoy so much)

mokapotinaction

and yes cappucinos and lattes usually require steaming milk to create froth/microbubbles which are insanely delicious....the 2 dollar wand just whips up the stuff to give a runnier but close enough equivalent

no latte art skills....but nonetheless 22 bux for this rig is much cheaper than the minimum 200 dollar espresso machine....and about 5 trips to abp/starbucks
myattemptatlatte

more pictures to come!



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